London

October 24th 2014 my life changed. It was the most amazing day of my life. I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl, London Amerie at 5.11pm. She weighed 6 pounds 15oz  and was 19 3/4 long. The moment I saw her it hit me full force, for the first time in my life I am officially responsible for someone other then myself.

The first few weeks home were the toughest even with the help of my mom. My mind and body wasn't ready for such big changes. London cried all night and only slept for a few hours during the day. I must admit that I cried some nights unsure of how I would ever adjust to this new life but as time went on I realized it gets easier. Looking at her made all the difference, my beautiful baby girl gave my life new purpose. London is now two months and we have began to learn each other. When she looks at me I see in her eyes that she knows I am her mother. I've never felt so needed. Now every decision I make just doesn't effect me but now I have to think about what is also best for her. I know the responsibility of being a mother will at times be overwhelming, but I am confident that this journey of motherhood  will be amazing